Language as a portal

Since I learned to read, write, listen, speak, and watch, language has taken me places. From a physical point: I’ve lived in Malaysia, Spain, Venezuela, and various states in the U.S. I learned a few words of Chinese at five years old. In summer school before fifth grade, my mother had me take Spanish. In seventh grade and later on in college, I took various courses of French. I took a month of Spanish Basque when I lived in San Sebastian, Spain. While pursuing advanced degrees in Spanish, I took Portuguese and German. The only languages I claim fluency in and have taught are English and Spanish. The other languages keep a firm hold on my attention, and that list grows every year.

From an imagination point: I’ve read thousands of books and articles–some of which transported me to places I can’t physically visit in this lifetime. I must admit that I’ve read much more than I’ve written. I took time off from sharing my writing (almost 19 years) to learn, listen, watch, read, and practice what I wanted to say. For most of those years, I’ve used green, red, and orange inks to edit the works of colleagues, students, friends, and significant others. Along the way, I’ve had wonderful mentors, teachers, and friends who have taught me the importance of a single word or the weight of a phrase. And for now, I’ve been bitten by the bug to start writing and sharing again. I’m not sure for how long I’ll feel the effects of the writing bug–maybe a month, maybe 10 years.

Language is fascinating, no matter how you choose to use it. We use it every day when answering questions from parents and teachers; asking questions of friends; reporting on the latest trends to bosses; texting notes to loved ones; listening to our favorite programs on podcasts, television, or radio. How we choose to use language is up to us. Some use it to delight and inspire others to be their best, others use language to frighten and chill while entertaining us. Others use language to motivate populations to purchase a product or consider a differing viewpoint.

And the best part of language? It’s constantly changing. A single word that meant so much in the rocking ’80s can hold a totally different meaning today. Language itself is not a trend, but many studies are written about the trends of our communities and technologies and how to reach a target audience, all while using the one thing that’s being studied. What’s the new buzzword or tagline? Who will respond to it? Who will ignore it?

No matter how we communicate, language transports us. I know it’s naive, but hopefully it’s somewhere new and fascinating for the reader, listener, speaker, or even the writer. How will you use language today?

Your best reads of 2024 and what are you excited for in 2025?

I had planned to read a lot more in 2024 than I actually did, but a few books stood out from what I did accomplish of my reading goal. This list contains paranormal thrillers, poetry, mystery, and a little romance. What is the book you’re most looking forward to reading in 2025?

Here are my top five reads of the year in no particular order:

The Bone Pendant Girls by Terry S. Friedman

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The Shoe Box Waltz by Kathleen Patrick

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Innocence Lost by Dan Grylles

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Arsenic and Adobo by Mia P. Manansala

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Pieces of Blue by Liz Flaherty

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Honorable mentions:

Don’t Go; Stay by Deanna Repose Oaks

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Billy Summers by Stephen King

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What a year!

I stepped away from my two sites this year to make room for a special passion project and to spend time with family members. While it was a stressful health year for our family, it was also a fulfilling year of connecting with people and creating. This coming year will hopefully one for the books, combining my love of teaching in my spare time, reading and reviewing books, and helping independent authors with putting their best stories out into the public domain.

My passion project for a very long time has been to set up ESOL classes that are available free of charge to the students. Early this year, I contacted a local library, and we’ve worked together to provide these in-person classes. At first we started with a 10-week session of classes one day a week. The next session was 11 weeks, with one advanced beginning class a week and one class for total beginners another day. Both sessions had their merits and issues, but we were able to help some community members improve their language skills. And ultimately, that is what it is about: helping people to communicate.

The classes are general. Students tell me what their overall language concerns are and what they hope to take away from attending. There are no grades, people attend when they are able due to work and family obligations, and we can easily review topics that are problematic for the English learner. I’ve enjoyed working with the community.

The ESOL classes will continue in the new year, though to give myself a break and some time to reflect on what worked and what didn’t, classes don’t start until February. During the break, I’ll be working on my websites as well. I’ll be updating and organizing this site so it is easier to navigate and updating my editing website to include a little information about what I can offer. Helping others communicate is my passion, so thank you for following along with my journey.

Book review: The Complete Learn Spanish for Adult Beginners by Worldwide Nomad

3 out of 5 stars

** Disclaimer for my review: I have taught English, Spanish, and ESOL at the high school and college (2- and 4-year college) levels. I have helped departments choose textbooks for all three specialties, so please take that into consideration when reading my review. I am probably a little pickier than the casual learner.

The Complete Learn Spanish for Adult Beginners Book (3 in 1) is a decent collection of grammar and vocabulary instruction and explanation, important phrases to know in various situations, and short readings to help aide the understanding in context of grammar and vocabulary learned in the previous two books. I would recommend using these books in the numbered order to ensure the best learning experience.

Book 1: Spanish Grammar Workbook for Beginners provides solid explanations of how Spanish is different across different populations and why it may not always agree with you might have learned previously. It doesn’t mean what you have learned was incorrect, it’s just that this is the vocabulary this book is using to prepare you for the later two books. There are good grids of comparative Spanish and English vocabulary. The chapters in this book are set up in a similar format of what follows: introduction, vocabulary/grammar grids/presentations (these are repeated a few times in each chapter, introducing a new set of vocabulary/grammar rules), and practice questions at the end of each chapter. The answer key for those questions is located at the end of Book 1.

Book 2: Spanish Phrase Book for Beginners is a good reference book for various situations in which you might find yourself. It ranges from explanation of money in different countries to transportation and medical phrases (and many other situational phrases) that might be important to help you throughout your travels. There are no practice questions in this book.

Book 3: Spanish Short Stories for Language Learners is a good collection of short readings ranging from one or two paragraphs at the beginning to almost full-page stories toward the end of the book. Each story has a similar format to what follows: Spanish story, same story in English, vocabulary list, questions for comprehension in Spanish and English, and historical notes. This format is effective in not only using the vocabulary and grammar in context that was learned throughout the first two books, but also in providing educational details about the readings themselves. To give an idea of reading level: if I were using these reading in teaching a traditional quarter or semester class, I would probably start in the last third of the first semester of learning and continue in the first part of the second class.

Overall, a decent set of books for learning. However, there are erroneous translations throughout the three books, as well as typos and formatting errors. The most egregious of these are some of translation errors. Translation is an art form and not everyone will agree on a single translation; however, I feel these books could have used another round of editing and proofreading to tighten up the knowledge provided. These books would have earned 4 out of 5 stars without those errors.

I received an ARC for this book. This review is honest and voluntary.

Book review: Bone Pendant Girls by Terry Friedman

5 out of 5 stars

Bone Pendant Girls by Terry Friedman is a compelling paranormal thriller that draws in the reader from the beginning and doesn’t let go. The detail of the character building and the fact that the story is told from multiple points of view (including the murder victims themselves) give the novel an aura of empathy that a reader might not otherwise have for the characters’ plights.

Andi has struggled throughout her lifetime to deal with the Otherworld and the beings that inhabit it. Since life has not always treated Andi kindly, she has hardened her heart to the living, except for her best friend Fiona. Fiona is the perfect foil for Andi and understands her quirks and ability to talk to the deceased. When Andi discovers two bone pendants at a market that portray the faces of two young murder victims, she begins to her their voices and stories. Fiona and a cast of intriguing characters help Fiona discover what happened to the Bone Pendant Girls, Bennie and Mariah.

Throughout her description of Andi, Friedman takes time to show, and not tell, the reader the potential ups and downs of being able to communicate with the dead. There are moments of pure joy of receiving a message to be able to help solve a mystery; however, there are also moments of pure grief. Friedman never takes for granted the reader or their possible knowledge, or lack thereof, of the paranormal and how it functions in the richly defined world she has created for her characters.

I received an ARC for review. This review is honest and voluntary.

Book review: The Shoe Box Waltz by Kathleen Patrick

4 out of 5 stars

The Shoe Box Waltz by Kathleen Patrick is an enthralling novel that at times wraps its arms around to comfort the reader and at other times hits the reader with raw emotions. This book continues to showcase Patrick’s ability to observe the human condition and represent it in poetic language that leaves the reader knowing exactly what the characters are going through along their lifelong journeys.

With The Shoe Box Waltz, Patrick has built upon some of her short stories from her collection Anxieties in the Wilderness. Throughout the novel, the reader follows the members of the Daneli family, mostly the daughters Cora and Caitlyn, as they journey through love, broken hearts, bruised bodies, adventures, relationships with friends, and so much more to find what they both desperately seek: their true selves. And as the story is told from different characters’ perspectives, the reader gets a little closer to what it means to brave when all seems lost.

The novel starts with Cora’s adventures traveling through Europe as a young woman, and all the excitement that entails. She meets Nancy who opens Cora’s eyes to a different side of the world and educates her about art history, the performing arts, and taking chances. As travel companions, Cora and Nancy experience many of the ups and downs that plague two people who don’t know each other well but who have agreed to what hopefully is safety in numbers. They talk, cry, laugh, get frustrated with each other, squabble, apologize, and plan the next leg of their trip. Cora’s dream of traveling to Greece is suddenly put in peril as the young women go on one last Italian adventure, this time on sea. What happens on the boat will haunt Cora and Nancy for the rest of their lives.

The second part of the novel speaks to Caitlyn’s state of mind as she works through her latest revelation of what love means to her and how she defines herself through her relationship with Greg. This takes place years after Cora’s European travels, but the ghosts of the past have not left Cora in peace. At one time, the sisters had been very close. They played and laughed together and provided solace to each other throughout a somewhat turbulent childhood. They grew apart after Cora left for college, and had never been able to repair what they thought was broken between them. The reader grows attached to the sisters, understanding each one’s plight and the distance those plights create between siblings once so close.

In The Shoe Box Waltz, Patrick does what she does best: she creates an environment of empathy for her characters that brings the readers a little closer to the truth of the human condition. This novel might offer some triggers for some readers regarding violence and different forms of abuse.

I received this book as an ARC. This review is honest and voluntary.

Book review: Innocence Lost by Dan Grylles

5 out of 5 stars

Innocence Lost by Dan Grylles is the second installment of his Detective Remy Ferguson Thriller Mystery Book Series, and it is even more action-filled than the first book. Grylles continues to enthrall the reader from the beginning of the novel and keeps the mystery going until the final page.

Detective Remy Ferguson is providing security guidance for a donor event for Mayor Montero when shots ring out. What starts out as a possible attempted murder investigation leads Remy and his intrepid crew of CSIs and fellow police officers into an emotional and tangled web of clues, lies, half-truths, and additional crimes.

Some characters carry over from first book, and their continued development piques the reader’s interest. Grylles seamlessly blends new and old characters and technology into a believable and heartbreaking framework of big-city crime and the toll it takes on the folks who have to solve the crimes. The flawed humanity of the main characters adds a layer of intrigue to the novel and makes them more relatable to the reader.

I received an ARC of this book. This review is honest and voluntary.

Book review: Unpredictable Stars by GM Katz

4 out of 5 stars

Unpredictable Stars by GM Katz is an urban fantasy romance novella that grabs ahold of the reader’s heartstrings and doesn’t let go.

Dr. Mora Keneally and Dr. Owen Lang are two astrophysicists who live on opposite sides of the United States. Neither scientist has really made time or room in their hearts for love. Both wistfully wish upon a shooting star that they may find their one true love someday. Someday happens to be a chance meeting months later.

Attracted to each other from the beginning, Mora and Owen long to turn a one-night stand into a long-distance relationship and maybe something more. Forces beyond their control prevent them from seeing each other as much as they would like. Do they finally get a chance to be together in the same place at the same time for a substantial amount of time or does the universe find a way to keep them apart permanently?

Katz weaves the fantasy and mystical worlds into a romantic adventure for the ages. Her world-building and character descriptions lend to a believable story of what it means to find your soulmate even when you don’t believe that you are worthy. There were a few moments where more description would have helped round out the story a little more, but overall, a wonderful novella.

I received a complimentary copy from the author. This review is honest and voluntary.

Book review: Empath and Psychic Abilities for Beginners: the Highly Sensitive People Guide to Waken your Intuitive Self, Embrace the Universe’s Hidden Powers, and Find your Path in Life

4 out 5 stars

Empath and Psychic Abilities for Beginners by Alyssa Vera is a wonderfully informative read and one that is well written. While I wanted to read everything at once, I took my time to parse the information given in the 13 chapters. Vera is successful in showing her readers that this is a subject to be considered and weighed while being retrospective and respectful toward themselves and others.

Vera begins by telling the reader a little of her own journey. She states that everyone’s journey to recognizing their empathic and/or psychic selves will not be the same as hers. We all have different moments of recognition of these parts of ourselves that are not always celebrated.

Vera introduces the reader to empathy and several different types of empaths. Throughout the book, she weaves a connecting thread of psychic abilities and how they may apply to empaths (throughout the stages of recognition, development, protection, management, etc.). As Vera introduces us to the empath types and skills, she also takes time to delineate the difference between empaths and psychics by guiding the reader through how to navigate the world as a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP).

The latter half of the book describes various types of protection and guidance to use along the empath journey. Vera defines and discusses chakra healing, Kundalini awakening, and reiki healing, and how to connect with your spirit guides. She then seamlessly goes into how to use these to help you with interpreting your dreams and further practical applications of empathy and psychic abilities.

Overall, this book is a wonderful introduction with thoughtful explanations of many aspects of empathic life. At times it feels like a college survey course for someone interested in a subject and wants to dip their toes into the water before fully diving in to commit to a major. I highly recommend this book for those who might want to know more about the full range of what it takes to recognize and strengthen their abilities. Also for those who might not be believers but who can appreciate what a beautiful and diverse world in which we live.

I received a complimentary copy, and this review is honest and voluntary.

Book review: Trauma’s Death by Deanna Repose Oaks

5 out of 5 stars

Trauma’s Death by Deanna Repose Oaks is a collection of 30 poems of varying rhythms and rhyming schemes centering around the topic of trauma and all of the emotions that go with it. The author poetically describes pain, (physical and emotional), falling down and getting back up, and two of the most important: growth and healing. At the end of the collection, Oaks leaves you with “My Pick Me Up Playlist” so you can share in the healing aspect as you read and listen. (Confession: I’m listening to the playlist as I compose this review.)

Anyone who has gone through trauma can relate to working through its various stages as they read through these poems. As Oaks writes through her memories, she connects with the reader and lets them know they are not alone, whatever they may going through. “Telephone Game” is a poem of miscommunication and applying our trauma filters to what the other person is saying instead of hearing what they are trying to communicate. “Tin Cans” talks of taking your trauma with you into fresh beginnings. “Self Evident” and “My Cocoon” are two of my favorite poems from this collection as they reached right into me and tugged at feelings I thought I had buried long ago. “Sunshine” is the appropriate poem to end this collection as it leaves the reader with recognition of growth and a sense of hope.

I highly recommend this poetry collection to have on hand if you need to be reminded you are not alone and want to be reminded there is hope.

I received a complimentary copy from the author. This review is honest and voluntary.

Book review (2 for the price of 1!) In the Heart of the Fire and Photographing the Dead by Dean Koontz

In the Heart of the Fire

4 out of 5 stars

In the Heart of the Fire by Dean Koontz is a short, quick, and enjoyable read for those who are fans of the macabre. Koontz manages to deftly fit enough action to fill what would be a full novel for other authors into a quick 70ish pages. As this is the first book of the series, some backstories and explanations are provided to help the reader connect this story to the second book.

We meet Nameless, a clairvoyant who has no memory except for what is needed to complete his tasks as a sort of fixer. Nameless receives his instructions for each task from Ace of Diamonds; and again, those instructions only carry need-to-know information. In this first installment, Nameless is needed to help protect Jenny, who is a mother of two, and a town from an unscrupulous sheriff. The violent and trigger-inducing tasks that Nameless completes in order to achieve this goal will leave some cheering for vigilante justice. Nameless feels that he is used to it as the narrator states, “This is his life: confrontation with the darkness that has nothing to do with an absence of light.”

I recommend this short read for those who need something short to satisfy their craving for old-fashioned Koontz tales with a twist.

Photographing the Dead

4 out of 5 stars

Photographing the Dead by Dean Koontz is the second installment of the Nameless stories. It’s an engaging and quick read for those who need something short to satisfy their craving for old-fashioned Koontz storytelling with a twist.

The readers continue to get to know Nameless, a clairvoyant fixer who has amnesia. Nameless receives his instructions for each task from Ace of Diamonds, who only provides the information needed to accomplish the task at hand. In this second story, Nameless’ task is to deal with a photographer who has serial killer tendencies, Palmer Oxenwald. Throughout the cat-and-mouse chase of Nameless and Oxenwald, the reader gleans a few more details about what makes Nameless tick.